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depression?

k not yet depression...
but soon...
i missed PDP outing...
i might not be able to rollerblade this holiday...
i didn get promoted in bb...
although i already knew a long time ago..
n i have been super rude lately... especially to xinyi...

im gonna talk about bb first since its the smallest issue among the 4
well...
i guess...
its my fault i didn do well...
oh shit...
i know alot of things yet i dont care...
i know i should have had more initiative (tq eleanor help me spell)...
i know i should have been more into bb...

but i just couldn...
i just couldn care... i had no interest...
i couldn have that initiative... i didn even know anyone...
i cant be into bb... its just not my thing...

haiz...
its not really a big deal to me when i didn receive my rank...
i just okay lor...
den?


haha okay next thing...
about rollerblading...
how or when is my knee gonna heal?
i cant even jump properly...
like how?
it hurts just by hanging my knees...
it hurts when i exert too much strenght like my bones bended...
it hurts when i let it loose... like the joint is being pulled apart...
man... all i wanna do is go rollerblading once this week...
:(


k den the 2nd most sad...
didn go PDP outing...
k i confess... i teared...
i realy wanna go...
but if it were not for clustergames day n i was in-charge...
im nt blaming bb anws...
so... i hope they could find some time to go dinner again for those who couldn come...
hopefully not next year...



yep so not for the rude-ness part...
k im so sorry lim xinyi...
i dont know if u feel it but i know i said too much when i said u were stupid n all...
i seriously wont say anything like that to anyone at all...
the most i wanna make fun of u is scratch my nose...
and that will be the worst...
i dont wanna be rude...
i still remember calling reuben stupid when we were playing rumy...
n i sorta got scolded by phoebe...
but it wasnt serious...
it was just like a talk...
i dont wanna be rude...
i just wanna be me...


okay so well done saying about those n i gtg...
next tims show u "the bryan"

posted by Kenneth @ 9:02 PM