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Do u like tofu?

im gonna tok about erm... how about tuesday...

erm well... mr chia was treating us to dinner so that those who didn ome 4 bb anymore would come n join again...
so well quite a no. of people came...
i expected it but i felt that there should b more people...

soo... roc came to my house earlier to play ps2 as we were bored...
play play play till we got hungry...
so we ate bread n some overcook chicken... (sry roc)
then HE came... ruin my day...
ignored him...
come to think about it... i think he was going to giv me the ps3...

just to tell u the truth...
i really dont think that a ps3 would pursuade me to let him fetch me to sch everymorning...
i dont mind being sent to sch n home but... ... pls... just not him...
i dont wanna giv excuses...
i just dont wanna c him...
i usually think about stuff when im alone... ( i think only one person understands...)
i also can listen to my music...

i just dont know y...
i just dont wanna c him...
i dont know wheather i hate him? or i m sfraid of him? or i just dont wanna c him...

theres not much difference in my life...
he seems to just fade away...
all i can say is that almost everything he can do... i can do...
they need help carrying stuff I CARRY!
they need help reaching high places I REACH!
anything they cant do n i can... I DO!
so just get outta my life!!!

i really feel like shouting @%$#@&!
but i told myself never to say it...
so i shall not say it...
i wanna burst...
just go boom! DIE! PERISH! DISAPPEAR! VANISH! POOF!


God! help me pls...
u would right...
pls... i think i just need help...
Yiren? Ian? Roc?
pls... somebody?
I think its time i accept God...
i really need him...
i need a solution...

well... back to tuesday...
after he called me several times..
roc wanted to hear what he wants to say to me...
i sorta guessed it without even without toking to him...
he is always saying the same things...

haiz... he left 30mins later...
i sorta accidentaly let him c my shadow on the window...
i think if i didn... he would had gone 20mins earlier...

well... roc found a wallet in the bus earlier...
we left at around 5pm...
wanted to meet Mr ong wei liang to take the chrismas party consent form...
then was a super big shower!
he couldn come out as it was raining...
he came at 6 instead...
roc n i went walking around deciding where to eat later on...

wells i wanna fast forward alittle cause i got no mood to blog anymore...
we ate at pasta mania..
i ate some cheesey spaghetti...
n an apple crumble... It was HEAVENLY!

then we went to play arcade...
soon i went home...
wif roc n ben...

thats all 4 tues...

posted by Kenneth @ 9:40 PM