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im posting again cause...i just want to say this to everyone...
GD LUCK 4 UR COMMON TEST!!!
pls dont flunk it...
its retardedly easy so far...
our teachers taught us well...
if u listen to their lessons, u are sure to pass...
i just realised this a few days ago...
everyone...
being in springfield express stream isn't hard...
it is very easy...
if u can't even handle this standard of studies...
i really feel that everyone should listen to the teacher...
just listen n pay attention...
after hearing what the china students had to go pass in their studies in china...
i feel that we are simply... taking things for granted...
seriously... we should start to work hard...
definitely... we will really score well...
i am really out of my mind right now...
but i don't care...
i noe very little people will be reading this...
i dont know what the rest of u r ever gonna do but...
for me... i think that springfield express is other school's normal...
n other school's normal have the same standard as spf express class...
for me... i rather study hard n top the other school's normal STANDARD...
u might think i am breakin down or im completely insane...
well me too... im trying to make a goal for myself...
i'll never LET ANYONE GET HIGHER MARKS!!!
AHHHH!!!!
im insane...
well... at least i tried to motivate myself...
since i can't c anyone taging my tag box...
i assume that no one noes my blog or is too lazy to c it...
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH MY MIND TODAE!!!
IM REALLY OUTTA MY MIND...
IM NOT FEELING WELL..
I FEEL SOO... SOO... NEGETIVE YET ENCOURAGING...
I FEEL THAT I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO SAY ANYTHING BUT EVERYTHING JUST BLURTED OUTTA MY FINGERS...
IM SERIOUSLY WRITTING WITHOUT THINKING...
I JUST KEEP WRITTING...
I FEEL LIKE SHOUTING...
I FEEL SOO DOWN...
LOADS OF THINGS ARE HAPPENING TO ME...
I FEEL LIKE HAVE A BURDEN...
SUDDENLY... A WHOLE LOAD OF DUNNO WHAT THING IS HAPPENING TO ME NOW...
I M ALWAYS LIKE THAT AFTER HAVING ALONE TIME WIF MYSELF FOR A TOO LONG HOUR...
BUT I LIKE BEING ALONE...
URGH!!!!!!!!!!!
I JUST WANNA LIE DOWN...
DAY DREAM...
FORGET EVERYTHING...
N JUST THINK ABOUT ALL THE FRIENDS I HAVE...
EVERY... SINGLE... ONE OF U...
I WILL NOT MISS OUT ANYONE OF U...
EVEN THOSE I DON'T LIKE, HATE, OR WE HAVE NEVER TALKED AT ALL...
I JUST WANT TO DO THAT... JUST FOR DAY...
ALONE...
OR MAYBE WIF MY BAO BEIS...
JUST THE FEW OF US...
AT THE BEACH...
STARING AT THE SEA...
ALL QUIET...
MAYBE A LITTLE BIT OF SONGS...
AND A SUPER BIG GULP...
FILLED WITH MOSTLY COKE...
WAH... SOO SHIOK AR...
THIS WILL BE MY DREAM SITUATION I WOULD LIKE TO HAVE EVERYTIME SOMETHING HAPPENS TO ME...
I TELL U... AFTER ALL THAT RELAXING...
I'LL REALLY FORGET ALL THE TRUBLES, BURDENS, AND ALL SORTS OF STUFF...
ITS REALLY THAT SIMPLE...
THAT IS ALL I WANT...
BEST IF I CAN GET ROLLER BLADES OR BIKES...
SO THAT I CAN GET HOME EARLIER...
BUT I THINK ALL THAT DREAMING WOULD B USELESS CAUSE IM NOT SUPPOSED TO BE OUTSIDE WONDERING AROUND...
IF I REALLY CAN GET OUT...
MY BAO BEIS MIGHT NOT WANT TO GET OUT OF THEIR HOUSE...
OR THEY CAN'T GET OUT OF THEIR HOUSE BECAUSE OF THEIR PARENTS...
U GUYS NOW NOE WHERE I LOVE TO GO RIGHT???
ITS THE BEACH...
WELL...
I GUESS...
I NOE SOMEONE WHO MADE ME DO IT ONCE N I JUST FELT COMPLETELY IMMOBILISED... I DIDN'T WANT TO MOVE AT ALL...
THAT TIME...
WE WENT TO THE BEACH TO RIDE BICYCLE...
IT WAS A PDP OUTING...
SHAWN, HUI JING, XIN YING, MICHELLE N ME...
THE FIVE OF US... NO ACTUALLY SHAWN N ME ONLY...
WE JUST SAT THERE N WE DIDN'T MOVE...
THE GIRLS WENT TO PLAY WIF THE SAND...
THAT WAS THE FIRST TIME I SAT ON THE GRASS N STARED BLANKLY...
how i wish i can do it again...
but... PDP closed...
i dont think i can ever do it again...
that feeling would never come back to me unless my bao bei's mum would ever let her out...
actually the best would b just 4 people...
me, XinYing, Eleanor and lastly, Cassandra...
these three girls are so far my bestest of best friends...
i love them... each n every one of them...
well...
i am done insaneing
for today...
i totally lost myself...
im just like sand on the road waiting to b blown away...
posted by Kenneth @ 8:51 PM
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