Glass Window...
Haiz...today... while i was on the bus on the way home...
Xin Ying was wif me...
we were talking about things related to us...
and i sat Beside her...
Yes... i noe... beside...
lols... didn noe what the big deal is...
well... i only got a few minutes to write this but...
i'll just write...
well...
i was thinking if i was even recognised in the class...
seems like im one of them, who most of the time, is being left out...
i still remember last year when we were making our gay class tee...
my name wasn't there...
i really dont noe why i want to bring this up...
but its something that popped up in mind when Xin Ying got of the bus...
i was thinking if maybe i was too obsessed wif PDP that i didn spend enough time wif the class...
everytime last year... i was the first one to dash out of the class up all the way to the PDP room...
well i was quiet in my class too...
so... i guess the class didn quite noticed i was there...
its quite pitiful that this happened to me...
i always had lots of attention during Pri sch...
Even if i didn have attention during Pri sch...
i feel that its enough...
well... i never noe why this starts happening to me during Secondary sch life...
well... even my class chair man doesn't trust me much to do a gd job...
well i cant blame him for me being clumsy...
i always wanted to be a part of my class...
but i only have a few more months b4 we split..
i want all of us to go to the same class next year but...
i guess i cant force some of them to chose the same class as me...
haiz...
im always bothered by these stuff...
at least My PDP friends know im here...
haiz...
i just hope i could be remembered in most of my classmate...
at least half the class...
Haiz... haiz... haiz...
I dunno what to do!!!
At least Cassandra still treats me like a friend...
but she always keeps trowing me at someone else...
well... i guess i should be happy she doesnt ignore me...
in fact... i should be totally high!
well u still my friend right???
haha lols... of course u r...
U r always my Best friend!!!
Haha lols...
i should be greatful i always have good stuff in the end of everything bad...
well... i guess this phrase frm Siew chin really is true...
it goes like this... but it doesnt really feel right but i like it...
i feel that it means the way we think...
"前方是死路, 转角就有希望"
Translation: even though theres a dead end infront of u but just take a turn and there will be hope...
posted by Kenneth @ 8:13 PM
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