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Basement Dunno Wat!!

well...
today i didn bring money for buying stuff frm the army shop...
soo... i asked ben if he could buy 4 me...
he said he has no money...
now...
i dunno if he bought for me...

sian larh...
must buy everything alone...
but i dont mind...
more freedom at least...

well...

i just thought of something...
why do i always feel depressed when people say stuff like "u suck"...
and i dont feel more sad when something major happens...
for example: Mr Blah died... he is my uncle...
i didn cry at his funeral...
nor did i even feel sad...
i had no feeling at all...
maybe a little sad n stuff like that...

and if it were something like when someone says "u suck"...
i would start kicking the lift doors...
imagine how i wished i had super powers n zapped him to death...

its just soo illogical...
its supposed to b a small thing and i feel soo sad...
and when someone dies i just feel less affected...
i really dunno whats wrong wif me...
i really wanna noe...
serious... anyone got the same symptoms???

anyone can help me?
Small stuff hurt me greatly...
big stuff doesn't hurt me at all...

after awhile later...
small stuff will b forgotten very soon...
and the big stuff will hunt me very soon...

i really feel soo sian...
in the end... im hurt by both events...

SIAN AR!!! Y IN THE WORLD IS MY EQ SOO SUPER, BLOODY, DAMN LOW!!!
Its at Basement dunno WAT!!!

posted by Kenneth @ 7:59 PM